2012 didn't greet me so well. It's not easy knowing/seeing that my Dad was in the Hospital like that. It wasn't easy listening to my Mom saying that I had to prepare for the worse by phone I didn't want to listen I wanted to shut her out because I knew he was going to survive. I don't like to face reality I just hold onto my faith. I just hope my Dad finally realizes he has to change his ways porque si no lo unico que va a hacer es recaer. I'm listening to La Oreja de Van Gogh right now before work because it's the only thing that soothes me & while there are some sad songs on this album there are also very many happy ones. I didn't know what to think when I heard my Father was in the Hospital especially because of the person who alerted us I just thought he wanted to fuck our New Year because we hadn't heard from him since the incident and we didn't want to ever hear from him ever again either. I need to gather more inner strength now than ever.
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