Living the adult life can get pretty boring when you're stuck following a daily routine and only look forward to moments where you can spend time with your significant other and your friends. I remember in my teens I was fascinated by so many things and I would live my life and not really realize what was going on in my surroundings but even though I was not completely aware I was still appreciative. It almost feels like at some point in our adult lives we reach a point where life can become a total blur. We are alive - living & breathing but are we really aware? Most days I feel like a machine waiting to fulfill my next task and then the next day I do it all over again. I blindly go to work from 9:30 AM to 6:00 pm and usually reach home around 7:00 pm only to have a few hours to enjoy what's left of the day.
Being aware of your surroundings can be a good thing but it can be a bad thing as well. It's good to be aware so that your alert whenever danger is nearby but when you're constantly aware of your everyday life and everything that moves around you it feels like excruciating noise pounding inside your brain. Watching the clock, counting the minutes to be released from your prison. It's almost like we're zombies just passing by waiting for the next victim. And were half dead screaming - "Brains...brains.." because it's the only thing we know of since we got infected.
Right now I should be sleeping but I'm not my mind feels so wired yet I have to be up at 6:00 AM.
Current Favorites :
Music : Kyary Pamyu Pamyu + Marilyn Manson (I pretty much have the entire Mechanical Animals album on repeat.)
Video Game : Yokai Watch + Animal Crossing : Happy Home Designer
TV Show : The Vampire Diaries
Anime : Himouto Umaru Chan
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